Thursday, September 3, 2015

Maya is 3 months ♡

Maya Carolina is three months now! Time is flying by. She is such a good baby. She has the most adorable rolls ever! She was born at 9 and half pounds just last month she was at 15 lbs already! The girl is BIG! She loves bath time! Music and MILK! Not a big fan of belly time or car seat. She's  finally sleeping through the night 10 hours straight!!! (Yay for me) She recently just started cooing, and it's the cutest thing ever! 
        She drools so much, so I took her in for a check up, doctor said it looked like she was beginning to teeth! WHAT!! Yes apparently this could happen really early for some baby's. There are no teeth insight but the process could start now. She doesn't complain much other than her chewing on her hand all day she's seems to be dealing with it pretty good. I'm really concidering buying one of those teething mittens
    I defenetly feel like I have been paying more attention to the little things with this baby. I wanna say it's because with the other two I was first of all a lot younger and didn't quite understand really how fast they do grow. I wanna make sure i remember everything!! I wanna remember every roll and face expression!
   Maya is looking a lot like daddy, witch is really nice since our two older kids look like me! And the relationship between my husband and Maya is so awesome! No question about it... fore sure her favorite place to be is on daddy's arms. The whole family is loving baby Maya!! I feel so complete with her in my arms.

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

seven years down forever to go

       My husband and I recently just had our seven year wedding anniversary! It may not seem like much to some but I am seriously so proud and happy to have made it this far. God knows I have made too many mistakes but honestly I couldn't have been more blessed. I married my best friend. Things haven't always been easy. It has taken a lot of maturity and growing up to make this work. We have hit rock bottom and climbed our way back up. A friend recently asked me what marriage was like for me.... Immediately I was invaded with memories, and flashbacks... Good moments, bad moments really really bad moments. My mind was replaying kisses, laughs, and tears. The only thing I could say in that moment was "Its Beautiful" And it really is, even the bad I wouldn't take back.
We have so much history, and it didn't happen over night. After all this time falling in and out of love I always find my way back to him.
  I think its best to let go of any expectations we may have on marriage and love. Stop comparing your marriage to someone else's. Avoid criticizing, or pointing out each others flaws. Remember to encourage more often and actually listen... even when they are not talking. I know I know it easier said then done, believe me I know. But I also refuse to give up. Seven years three kids later I'm still here fighting for Love!!! I can honestly say we are in a good place and its with the help of God, and our kids. We seriously don't have much... There is never enough money to just go crazy on each other. I think its actually worked to our advantage, because it forces us to find different ways to show our love. We agreed that we would just dance the morning away for our anniversary! and believe me that was way sweeter than any piece of jewelry or other material thing out there (and his such a good dancer!! I need to so work on my moves!) Seven years down and forever to go.
Dancing in my kitchen 
with my husband
i guess its true 
money cant buy you happiness
and its the little things that count
till death do us part