Yess! I'm pregnant

Yess baby number four is on its way!! And it was NO accident!! My husband and I were activily trying to get pregnant before his deployment. Many thought i was crazy for trying because that meant i was gonna be at home with a five and seven year old. Plus baby Maya is only a few mounths old and dealing with a pregnacy all at he same time seemed crazy. Truth is I was in such a motherhood high after I gave birth to Maya that i got swept up in the idea of having more kids! I love being a mom and the whole pregnacy part well i quite enjoy that too! I really didn't think about it too much before we started trying.. sure enough it happened!  And I couldnt have been more happy!! I remember I was holding baby Maya in my arms while pasing back and forth waiting for the pregnancy test to show the result. I was home alone with Baby Maya. I was in such a hurry to find out that i didnt wait to take the test with my husband, he was still at work. And there it was... it was positive!!!!!!!!! I cryed right away. I was not expecting to cry but there i was crying of happiness and kissing baby Maya! First thing I did was i got on my knees and thanked my Lord. I got straight on my knees with out even thinking... witch makes me feel really emotional as im writing this. I knew i wanted to be a mom once again but I didn't quite know how badly I really wanted it till that moment. I was so overwhelmed with joy and gratitude. I cant believe that Im given this amaizing blessing once again.
I quickly shared the news with my husband and kids and they were super happy. Our family is growing and its an amazing feeling. So here we are... Im 22 weeks pregnant due in August. Dads been delpoyed for 4 months now. Baby Maya is 10 months growing up way too fast. Rebeka and Alosno are running around yelling and screaming! Being crazy kids. It hasn't been easy, thats for sure. Iv had my moments were I wonder if I'll be able to handle what's coming. This hormones are really getting to me. I find myself crying for the littlest things. 
  And I really really miss my husband! It sucks that his missing the whole thing. I send him lots if pictures and videos trying to keep him involved as much as i can. I have to embrace what's happening. Iam so blessed and very grateful for my life! Being a mom is by far the best part of my life. And as hard as it does get.... I am very fortunate to be able to stay at home to raise  the kids. 

Luzz ♡
     

Maya is six months

I WANNA EAT HER!

She is the cutest most sweetest baby girl

Loves pretty much everyone and anything

Goes crazy when mommy sings to her

Very independent. . Holds her bottle 

Wants to drink from a cup

Trying to crawl  

we started feeding her some fruits 

This past six months have been some of the best months of my life

I love waking up to her 

And pretty much being together every second of our day. 

She's been teething since she was two months but still no teeth!!! 

Last Doc appointment baby girl weigh in at 22lb!!! 

If you read Maya five months post you read I began teaching her the sign language  for milk. 

And it's a totall success! !!!!!

She recognizes it and knows exactly what it means ! 

Five of my favorite things to do with Maya

*taking pictures of course!!!

*I enjoy napping with her I purposely let her breath on my face cause I love that milk breath

*Every morning I put music on and I dance with her in my arms for a good thirty minutes 

And she smiles the entire time 

*I really enjoy talking to her! I find myself going on and on about life to her. And I feel no judgment, she just stares at me with those beautiful eyes

*Making her laugh, acting like a bunny works everytime 

Alonso turned seven

You show me what unconditional love is

And put my patience to the test

Your the boy who changed my life and still to this day gives me the strength to keep moving foward

 I am faithful because of you  

And because of you I have learned that being different is not a bad thing. 

I'm so blessed to have you 

I Celebrate your differences and encourage your quirky-ness 

I will forever have your back 

No matter what 

I will always be here.

I admire your honestly and your ability to forgive 

I hope you grow up and become a man of your word

I hope you stay humble 

And LOUD

As you get older and things change 

Remember one thing never will and that's my love.

Love mom 

I'm Thankful

This year has been one of the most life changing so far.. so of course this thanksgiving is really special. I'm so thankful for my family my husband and children. I feel so much peace and love in my heart. I'm thankful for my mistakes and struggles. The material things come and go some get lost and broken, and at the end of our life's we don't take anything with us. So for me they are not too important. What is important is the laughs I share with my kids, the the peace in my heart when I go to bed. I'm thankful for those morning with baby Maya. Thankful for being able to help my kids with homework. And of course my husband's sens of hummor. Thankful for my parents hugs and advise. I'm thankful for everything money can't buy.

There is always somthing to be thankful for... no matter who you are or where you are. I hope everyone had am amazing thanksgiving, filled with family and love. Remember that everyone has hard times and we all go through things that brings our spirits down.. and if your struggling or going through somthing, know that you can get through it and make it better. Be happy and thankful your alive and take advantage of every breath. And never waste your time on things that hurt you, or go against the person you wanna be. Somtimes  you have to say no to things that keep you from growing as a person. Stay true to your heart. Happy thanksgivin
Love you all

Luz.

Weekend getaway Disneyland

This trip was on our bucket list for years! 

So happy that we finally 

Checked it off.

When your stuck in a car with your husband and three kids for 5 hours straight you end up learning alot about each other. 

We had some amazing talks about the future and what's important to us. 

There was a lot of "are we there yet?" 

The music in the car was all over the place, we all have different tast! 

Aparntly my son is into rock music! 

Rebeka snores louder then dad!

And Maya deserves the sweetest baby award!